3-12-26

The closer I get to the end, the farther away it appears.

Change comes quickly now.

What used to be gifts I was grateful for, became expectations-

Then disappointments when withdrawn.

I am becoming reduced, loosing things I took for granted.

I see that I am becoming a disappointment to some, that’s ok.

More and more, “to thine own self be true”.

Accepting the reductions, all part of the process of growth.

Knowing who I truly am, it is humbling, it is supposed to be.

3-14-26

To embrace loss, to embrace confusion, to embrace uncertainty.

To be at peace with changing reality.

To not oppose the becoming of the day-

To do my best willingly, to never look away.

To know that I am not here to achieve some end-

I am here to do my part in a dance, a dance I did not intend.