2-13-25

Meditation leads to revelation.

This morning I arrive at the park to an empty field covered in snow.

A full moon hides and reappears behind slowly moving clouds.

Recent awarenesses have revealed foundational truths and

foundational lies that have unconsciously guided my life.

The disappearing and reappearing moonlight is my guidepost,

a reminder of impermanence.

I have never felt more alone, never more disarmed, never stronger.

I have never known myself before, never able to bear the unraveling.

Another step closer to center circle.

The clouds have moved on, the moonlight fixed and fading, yielding to the dawn.

Tears of gratitude well up inside of me.

I am so grateful for companions.