12-24-23

Clouds and fog occupy the sky today, it feels very limiting.

I want dreams, I want inspiration, I want life to burn brighter.

And for all my wanting I am granted stillness.

I am a living paradox, a contradiction.

I feel like I should hate myself, be ashamed-

But I don’t and I am not, is this denial or acceptance.

Talking myself into mental illness, and walking back again-

Looking over my shoulder as I go.

I inhale. I exhale, I encounter life, a tree, an animal a person.

My heart rises and I feel connected to the Oneness that is absolute.

One life many lifeforms, one existence many expressions,

One moment eternity.