12-31-20

Sometimes I feel so empty inside.

I feel like I have lost myself.

I know why people bleed just to see if they are still alive.

My days have become quieter, emptier, my inspiration used up.

Lost and disconnected from myself, I look to others for support.

Finding none, I despair.

This: Yes this is the road I have been looking for:

To make peace with my own despair.

It has been here for a while now, but I have been afraid to look.

It is really not so bad – despair, just another part of me.

The colors of dawn arrive now, the sun will follow.

It will not ask how I am,

It will shine for all, without distinction.