12-20-20

When I am alone outside walking or just sitting in a natural setting, being alone

feels so right. And when I am alone at home it feels so wrong; I should do

something, get busy, shame on you. I can always find a way to be ashamed of

myself. I still don’t know if I am lying or telling the truth. I still don’t know

what I am seeking or why. And yet it is these moments that are most familiar,

it is these moments that are most natural. Shame and pride are only words, they

have no meaning in the natural world. There is nothing to gain, nothing to loose.

This is just a quiet journey into reality and back again. I get to see there is nothing

wrong in God’s Universe, it is only man who makes it so.